Andai ia tahu...

Ruang waktu...adalah hamparan luas tak bertepi..

Terdiri dari rantai detik..sambung menyambung..

Menjadi minit, jam, minggu, bulan, tahun..

Dan lakon hidup kita terjadi di dalamnya..

Pernah kah kita berfikir, bagaimana bila sebuah kejadian..

Pada detik tertentu..berminggu yang lalu..tidak terjadi seperti yang kita inginkan..

Cukup satu detik sahaja..satu detik yang menentukan perbezaan..

Kejujuran itu seperti ice cream..kalau tidak dilahap..bakalan cepat meleleh..hilang ditelan hawa panas..bisep ditangan itu kan otot fizikal..kejujuran itu otot mental..dan otot harus dilatih terus..
Biar kuat..untuk hari ini latihan kejujuran ku..jujur pada diri sendiri..aku takut..takut kalau intuisi aku mengenai byk hal selama ini salah..aku takut..takut kalau aku bgn besok matahari tidak muncul di timur..atau bagaimana kalau aku bgn besok dan aku baru tau kalau...kalau hati bisa salah...

Punya hati...jgn dibawa terbang tinggi...skalinya lo jatuh...sakitttt sgt...

Tapi kalau tak terbang tinggi..tak lihat permandangan bagus..

**ayat2 ini diambil dr movie Andai Ia tahu..rasa best jer ayat dia..

Sad story....GAZA...

GAZA....aper yg kita fikirkan bila dengar perkataan ni...for me, bila bercakap pasal Gaza..it's remind me tntg apa yg berlaku d sana...it's really sad bila teringat nasib kanak2, wanita n org2 tua kat sana yang mjadi mangsa..hari2 kita selak news paper mesti ader berita tntg kekejaman israel lakhnatullah tu...di mana letaknyer hati dan perasaan mereka kan...tp mmg dah tertulis dalam Al-Quran pun yg bangsa yahudi tu bangsa yang paling di laknat Allah...tiap kali aku baca berita pasal gaza ni mesti nak mengalir air mata aku tgk nasib kanak2 kat sana..just imagine kalau benda tu terjadi pada kita atau org yg kita sayang kan....and sebagai usaha untuk memberi sokongan pada rakyat palestin..we try nak wat 1 event sbg sokongan pada rakyat palestin which is collecting 140k cop tangan kanak2 seluruh m'sia bg mewakili nasib kanak2 gaza...harap2 aper yg kami plan ni menjadi coz now kami tgh mencari funder untuk merialisasikan hasrat kami ni...insyaallah...

ni aku amik dr blog che det...aku mmg tabik spring la kat tun ni...tun mmg pemimpin yang lantang dan wajar dcontohi pemimpin2 kita skrg yg lebih byk berckp dr take action tu...sendiri mau ingat la kan...

Dear Hanan,

1. I agree entirely with you that building a great nation doesn't only take brains, but as you said it sure does help.

2. However brains alone without a heart (feelings) can produce a monster.

3. Israel is undoubtedly a great nation, becoming great through the brains and the numerous achievements you have listed. Yes I have used Israeli originated products like Microsoft Windows and Pentium chips (made in Malaysia) by Intel, an American company.

4. In fact I owe my life ultimately to Israel because there must be something invented by Israelis in the numerous instruments used in heart surgery. However most of the products used were invented and produced by Japanese.

5. I am amazed at the number of Nobel Laureates Israel has produced. I admit we have not produced even one.

6. But when the brain is without a heart it does not care for the misery resulting from the products of the brain.

7. The atom bombs which killed 100,000 men, women, children and babies are the product of Israeli (Jewish) brain. Most of the diabolical weapons now being used to kill millions of people are also the creation of Israelis on Zionist Jews. The depleted uranium and phosphorous shells being used in Gaza are also the product of Israeli brains.

8. The current financial crisis which is destroying the economies of the U.S. Britain and in fact all the countries of the world is due to manipulations of banks, financial institutions and the monetary system by Jewish supporters of Israel.

9. The negation of the freedom of speech when it comes to the alleged killings of Jews in World War II are also inspired by Zionist Jews.

10. But worse of all is the seizure of Palestinian land to create the state of Israel. Not content with the area given to the Jews by the United Nations you have seized more Palestinian land, built settlements on many parts of Palestine, disallowed the use of roads built on Palestinian land to the Palestinians, erected your own check points at the borders of Palestine with Jordan and built your version of the Berlin Wall through Palestinian villages on land that is not part of Israel.

11. Before the creation of Israel, the Jews and Arabs in Palestine lived in peace. Historically Jews had always sought refuge in Muslim countries when the Europeans conducted pogroms against them. This only stopped after the U.S. offered asylum.

12. All the terrorism that we see today, whether state initiated or by irregulars, started after the U.S. backed Israel against Arab attempts to regain their land through conventional wars. Because they were outclassed in terms of weapons by the U.S, / Israel, alliance, then only did the Arabs resort to what is called terrorism. The Israeli response have always been with greater terrorism as is seen in Gaza.

13. I have asked an American what he would do if Texas was given to the Jews to create the state of Israel. He did not answer. But I believe he would fight to get back Texas, employing all the weapons at its disposal.

14. Yet had the United States been willing to create the nation of Israel in the lands under U.S. control or in the U.S. itself, there would be no terrorism in Palestine or in the Middle East. There would be no terrorism in America either because Israel would be wiped out by the U.S. forces. The world would remain peaceful.

15. The brutality committed by your forces in Gaza is out of all proportion to the puny rocket attacks by Hamas. That attack was the result of Israel and the U.S. failing to accept the results of a properly conducted election.

16. Hamas could only establish their Government in Gaza. But you blockaded Gaza, denying them food, medicine, power, fuel etc. If you had not done that I doubt that Hamas would fire rockets at you.

17. Malaysia is well aware that total boycott of Israel is not possible. We are in fact boycotting American products which is an even more impossible task. We would not be able to bring America or Israel down.

18. But what we aim to do is to demonstrate the disgust and the anger that we feel over the inhumanity of the brainy but primitive peoples of Israel and America.

19. You can collect Nobel prizes and other prizes but the world will look down upon you as very primitive people who robbed land through terror against perfidious British and subsequently used your control over the world's greatest military power to oppress the people whom you had robbed.

20. You have nothing to be proud of, unless of course you take pride in being heartless, in being primitive brutes.

21. The only mitigating factor is the presence among Israelis of a small number who are ashamed of what you have done to the people of Gaza.

Happy Chinese New Year...

hye...happy Chinese new year to all Chinese at Malaysia...chinese new year thn ni agak suram sket...aku dok umah jer....huh....boring nyer biler poket kering....n my moncet plak g kedah g wedding my best fwen man pungkok..sedih nyer tak dapat g...my moncet ajak gak..tp aku yg tanak g coz dia g ngan bebudak umah dia...semua nyer lelaki...lagi pun poket tgh kering ni tak syok nak jalan....biler la payment ni nak masuk ni.....if by end of january isue payment awan dania n dua kali aku mencintaimu ni tak sattle...we r going to sue NSK and Astro...we have been patient for 3 month..and now..kami takan bg muka lagi...this problem byk gler effect kitowang nyer life n company....so just wait n see la kan...

cont....

Bila Cinta Berputik????

“Cinta itu hadir tanpa diundang dan tanpa kita sedari ia menyusup kedalam hati...ia tidak memilih hati yg mana untuk ia singgahi lantas ia terus bertunas di dalam nya..”

That is what happend to us..lepas semakin rapat ngan my moncet...aku tak nafikan yg ader sikit perasaan bertunas dalam hati aku..walaupun pada mula mungkin bukan cinta...Cuma sayang yg lahir dr perasaan seorang sahabat yg takut kehilangan teman yg disayangi..tp lama2 rasa sayang aku tu perlahan2 bertukar menjadi cinta...it start masa cuti semester kedua aku December 05...masa tu my moncet blk johor..masa tu cuti tak panjang..sbln jer...masa tu aku dah mula kenal erti rindu ble lama tak jumpa my moncet...n the critical part happend masa aku kat jakarta..cuti sem tu aku g jakarta..n yg tak best nyer result exam mesti kuar masa aku g vacation...semester sblm tu masa aku kat tioman..masa tu after tgk result..aku lega ble semua result aku lulus..alhamdulillah...tp kesian my moncet...dia fail 2 paper masa tu...paper C++ ngan electromagnetic wave...masa tu dia stress sgt..i know he really need me that time..tp sayang nyer aku kat jakarta..so we just sms jer...masa tu r my moncet luahkan perasaan dia...memula dia luahkan rasa kecewa dia sbb fail paper tu...tp lepas aku dah tenangkan n bg semangat..my moncet luahkan perasaan dia kat aku...tp yg kelakar nyer cara dia mintak couple tu sgt comel...dia msg aku ckp..”Razi...jom kita couple nak??”..mcm nak ajak g shopping jer kan...masa 2 aku tak tau nak jawab aper...takan nak jawab “nak” kot...gelojoh btul...hehehe..tp seb bek ader sms susulan...for the first time my moncet bg lagu kat aku...my moncet bg lagu Falling by Nsync...and it really touch my heart..

“ i don’t how..i don’t why...but girl it seem u’ve touch my life...u in my dream..u in my heart..i’m not myself when u r around...coz i’m falling...falling...girl i’m falling for u...and i pray u’r falling too...i’ve falling..falling..ever since the moment i lay eyes on u...”

Masa tu aku mmg tak bg jawapan sms my moncet tu...bkn sbb aku tanak jawab...tp aku lebih suka kalau it happend naturally..kadang2 cinta itu tak perlu kita ungkapkan...cukup lah sekadar kita tahu yg kita saling mencinta dan menyayangi antara satu sama lain...sekiranya kita yakin cinta itu milik kita...insyaallah ia akan tetap milik kita...tp bila tiada keyakinan dalam hati..maka cinta itu akan mudah berpaling dan sirna warna dan cahayanya dengan sendirinya walaupun mulut sering mengungkapkan cinta...keyakinan dan kesabaran my moncet la yg memanjang jodoh kami sehingga hari ini..sehingga lah kami selamat ditunangkan kini...terima kasih sayang...semoga keyakinan mu menjadi keyakinan ku...kesabaran mu menjadi kesabaran ku..kasih sayangmu adalah kasih sayang ku..cintamu adalah cinta kita berdua...insyaallah...u r my everything...

pusing2 JB

Assalamualaikum..hye all...today is my tiring day..aku baru jer blk dr Jb..me n family went to jb last tuesday..aku g jb tuk melawat our relative yg sakit kat icu....kena serangan jantung..kami bertolak dr rumah kul 4ptg and sampai d johor dlm kul 8mlm...1st night tu kami bermlm d kulai, umah tok tam aku...n tomorrownyer kami bertolak ker jb tuk ke hospital sultanah aminah..kami melawat sedara kami yg sakit tu...sedih sgt masa tgk my sedara tu which i call along sharul terlantar kat icu..kurus sgt dia...lepas hbs waktu melawat kami 1 family ke Simpang Waha hantar staff aku blk kg...iyer r, memandangkan company aku kan cuti sbln...so kami hntr r dia blk kg...nnt kalau dah nak start catering blk baru panggil dia blk...saja bg staff rehat sbln...kami sampai d simpang waha magrib tu...after solat n dhidangkan dinner, dalam kul 10mlm kami semua bertolak ker Rompin coz parents aku dah booking chalet kat sana..abah aku dah tak sabar2 nak mancing...FYI,abah aku tu mmg gila mancing...kami sampai d Rompin lebih kurang kul 1pg...smpi2 kami terus rehat kan diri...Suddenly dalam kul 150pg,mama aku dapat call dr jb..kami dapat berita sedih..along sharul yg kami lawat siang td dah kembali ke Rahmatullah...Innalillah...memula mama aku ingat nak patah blk ker jb jer...tp memandangkn dah jauh mlm n keadaan abah aku yg dah letih..kami tak jadi ke jb blk..mama aku decide tuk g esok pagi jer..pagi esok nyer hujan lebat sgt kat rompin..mama aku call my mak uda(which is arwah's mum) cakap tak dapat dtg kebumikan mayat coz mama aku risau nak bg abah aku drive hujan2 lebat camtu...lagi pun jalan kat mersing tu mcm ular kena palu..so we finish our day kat rompin jer...abah,my both lil bro (ajoy n afiq) n my adik ipar, kicap suma nyer g mancing...while aku, mama n my sis ateh duk dalam bilil jer...tak tau nak wat per...huhuhuhu....bosan sgt...ader gak ptg tu kami g pekan rompin,tp sadly pekan dia macam pekan mati...takder aper2...seb bek r aku ader bli a new novel...so aku hbs kan masa dalam bilik baca novel jer..hari jumaat tu..pagi2 lagi kami dah bertolak blk ker jb...kami sampai d jb dalam kul 2 ptg..after melawat family arwah,dalam kul 6 camtu kami berangkat blk k kl...n td kul 2am kami selamat sampai d rumah...syukur Alhamdulillah selamat perjalanan...

hye..

Assalamualaikum...hye all...after senyap beberapa ketika,baru hari ni rasa nak menulis skit kat dalam this blog..actually, lately i have a few problem which makes me have no mood to write or do anything...i feel really stress and down..in this few weeks mcm2 yg jadi..ader yg seronok n ader jugak yg sedih n buat aku sampai rasa malas nak fikir sesangat...tp aper2 pun ini semua dugaan dari Allah untuk menguji tahap keimanan n kesabaran hamba-NYA dalam menangani ujian kan...so aku pasti ada hikmah disebalik semua yg berlaku kan...yg penting...usaha+doa+tawakal...ok la..malas nak cerita pasal yg tak best2..so let we start with berita gembira...today is my fwen wedding...zurin’s wedding...but i’m really sorry my dear coz i can’t attend your big day coz teman my bf g spital wat check up...tak sangka plak sampai ptg..i tought sempat hbs tengahari...so sorry..today from morning till evening aku temankn my bf check darah kat ppum..Doctor kata suspek denggi...masuk hari ni dah 3 kali amik darah...sian my moncet..last Wednesday my moncet g check darah kat klinik idzham..tp result lmbat sgt kuar..so yesterday my moncet g check kat ppum..but the doctor ask him to come again today..n today, after dah amik darah n get the result..he had been ask to come again for another check up tomorrow...sian my moncet, dah naik lebam lengan dia asik amik darah jer..and dah dekat seminggu my moncet tak mkn nasi coz tak leh nak telan mknn...tekak pahit n sakit kata dia...aper yg aku bleh buat just masakkan dia bubur hari2 and remind him tuk mkn ubat..sorry syg..kalau lah boleh sakit tu di pindahkan kat hny...hny dah amik dah...bleh hny kurus sket...huhuhuhu...coz ble sakit or demam jer berat badan aku ni senang nak turun...hehehe...lagi pun aku kesian tul tgk my moncet yg keje kuat sgt, even demam pun dia tetap g keje..g gak meeting sana,meeting sini...mana tak nyer, baru sehari my moncet mc..opis dia dah call tanya macam2..macam la org lain tak leh wat keje tu...tak senang tul tgk org tu nak cuti...geram tul aku ngan boss my moncet tu..project hospital batu pahat tu totally dia serahkn kat my moncet tuk handle..as a fresh engineer mana r dia tu pandai sgt nak handle project yg besar camtu...tu yg my moncet asik stress jer tu...sampaikan hari tu my moncet g klinik check up..doctor kata my moncet kena hypertension sbb tu dia slalu pening2 kpl...that is symptom2 nak kena darah tinggi...sian my moncet..insyaallah hny akan jaga syg semampu hny...i love u my dear..

hye all...

assalamualaikum...

hye all...long time tak tulis dlm blog ni..a bit busy with my work and preparation for my day this 28 December..moreover skrg ni bermasalah sket ngan my work...pening sket pikirkan masalah keje ni..payment asyik sangkut jer..sakit hati pun kadang2 ader..even now pun aderpayment yg tertunggak lagi..penat2 wat keje..payment sangkut plak..kalau sikit takper la gak..ni dah dekat 60k dah..takper r..sabar jer r cik razila...n bercerita tentang my preparation for my engangment day..last month aku dah g tempah baju...kat ampang park..butik salikin sidek..by this 20 Dec baru baju tu siap...tak sabar rasa nyer..selain tmph baju..last week g test make up n bli some of barang hantaran...byk gak wit habis..huhuhu...aku budget2..dekat 4k gak la hbs..huhuhu...susah gak nak kawen ni ek...tu baru bertunang tu...camner la kawen nnt kan..insyaallah kalau niat kita baik..insyaallah ALLAH akan tolong..yg penting kita dah usaha n tawakal...btul tak..k la..nnt aku update lagi...nak letak gmbr my baju tunang n gambar masa test make up hari tu...hehehe