Saturday, December 20, 2008

hye..

Assalamualaikum...hye all...after senyap beberapa ketika,baru hari ni rasa nak menulis skit kat dalam this blog..actually, lately i have a few problem which makes me have no mood to write or do anything...i feel really stress and down..in this few weeks mcm2 yg jadi..ader yg seronok n ader jugak yg sedih n buat aku sampai rasa malas nak fikir sesangat...tp aper2 pun ini semua dugaan dari Allah untuk menguji tahap keimanan n kesabaran hamba-NYA dalam menangani ujian kan...so aku pasti ada hikmah disebalik semua yg berlaku kan...yg penting...usaha+doa+tawakal...ok la..malas nak cerita pasal yg tak best2..so let we start with berita gembira...today is my fwen wedding...zurin’s wedding...but i’m really sorry my dear coz i can’t attend your big day coz teman my bf g spital wat check up...tak sangka plak sampai ptg..i tought sempat hbs tengahari...so sorry..today from morning till evening aku temankn my bf check darah kat ppum..Doctor kata suspek denggi...masuk hari ni dah 3 kali amik darah...sian my moncet..last Wednesday my moncet g check darah kat klinik idzham..tp result lmbat sgt kuar..so yesterday my moncet g check kat ppum..but the doctor ask him to come again today..n today, after dah amik darah n get the result..he had been ask to come again for another check up tomorrow...sian my moncet, dah naik lebam lengan dia asik amik darah jer..and dah dekat seminggu my moncet tak mkn nasi coz tak leh nak telan mknn...tekak pahit n sakit kata dia...aper yg aku bleh buat just masakkan dia bubur hari2 and remind him tuk mkn ubat..sorry syg..kalau lah boleh sakit tu di pindahkan kat hny...hny dah amik dah...bleh hny kurus sket...huhuhuhu...coz ble sakit or demam jer berat badan aku ni senang nak turun...hehehe...lagi pun aku kesian tul tgk my moncet yg keje kuat sgt, even demam pun dia tetap g keje..g gak meeting sana,meeting sini...mana tak nyer, baru sehari my moncet mc..opis dia dah call tanya macam2..macam la org lain tak leh wat keje tu...tak senang tul tgk org tu nak cuti...geram tul aku ngan boss my moncet tu..project hospital batu pahat tu totally dia serahkn kat my moncet tuk handle..as a fresh engineer mana r dia tu pandai sgt nak handle project yg besar camtu...tu yg my moncet asik stress jer tu...sampaikan hari tu my moncet g klinik check up..doctor kata my moncet kena hypertension sbb tu dia slalu pening2 kpl...that is symptom2 nak kena darah tinggi...sian my moncet..insyaallah hny akan jaga syg semampu hny...i love u my dear..

Saturday, December 6, 2008

hye all...

assalamualaikum...

hye all...long time tak tulis dlm blog ni..a bit busy with my work and preparation for my day this 28 December..moreover skrg ni bermasalah sket ngan my work...pening sket pikirkan masalah keje ni..payment asyik sangkut jer..sakit hati pun kadang2 ader..even now pun aderpayment yg tertunggak lagi..penat2 wat keje..payment sangkut plak..kalau sikit takper la gak..ni dah dekat 60k dah..takper r..sabar jer r cik razila...n bercerita tentang my preparation for my engangment day..last month aku dah g tempah baju...kat ampang park..butik salikin sidek..by this 20 Dec baru baju tu siap...tak sabar rasa nyer..selain tmph baju..last week g test make up n bli some of barang hantaran...byk gak wit habis..huhuhu...aku budget2..dekat 4k gak la hbs..huhuhu...susah gak nak kawen ni ek...tu baru bertunang tu...camner la kawen nnt kan..insyaallah kalau niat kita baik..insyaallah ALLAH akan tolong..yg penting kita dah usaha n tawakal...btul tak..k la..nnt aku update lagi...nak letak gmbr my baju tunang n gambar masa test make up hari tu...hehehe